I let it
On days my heart
Welcomes my familiar despair
The ache-whip, clings to my face
Pulls through my chest and holds
Onto my bones
The rain, falling too late and weird
For this time of year
When a gesture of small kindness hurts my teeth and
Little gumboots are too small to make it through
A puddle
It bends, twists me, cracks my rib
I let it
Ache